04-22-2017, 12:48 PM
" I realize it's appealing to visualize yourself as this 'me against the whole world' romantic, but that path can be isolating and could only harbor resentment."
That's how it's gonna be with me dude, i wish I could change it, but nothing motivates me more and to be honest I hope I never lose it. It's a moral and personal difference between you and me.
It's been fun roughin and tumblin with ya john, I can't make these walls of text everyday, I don't feel like anything is getting done here... You can write me off as a lost cause and I won't be too tore up about it. Thanks for the crits btw, I hope something we said to eachother will stick in the long run, or at least with someone who read it.
If it takes me many more years to get anywhere so be it. I'm just too dense to change for now I suppose. I'll have the pedal to the metal the whole time 8+ hrs a day, and maybe people can appreciate that "romantic" heroic me vs the mountain ideal that I succeed despite my arrogance.
Come by any time bud, no hard feelings.
"the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars. Nothing behind me, everyhing ahead of me so on the road." Jack Kerouac
Abnormal: Thanks for the tip! I tried that out and it had better results, just gotta do it more! Many hairy lines to go through hmm...
Gonna be doing some caricatures downtown again, I got a nice easel to make it more obvious what I'm doing, because I feel like that's my biggest obstacle is just people don't know what the hell I'm up to, despite having a 3 foot tall sign that says what I'm doing in huge letters. Usually make good money though, like 20$ an hour, but I only get to work usually about 3 hrs before everyone's gone, since it's a market event every saturday.
Also, I think I'm getting somewhere with these cylinders, just being like analytical with them. umm, the box helps for sure. Also did some scratchy spheres on the computer to check if the spheres I was doing were actually spheres. I drew them in the shape what I was doing on paper and then overlayed a premade circle shape and dropped the opacity, and they were about 98% correct. So that was cool.
Current State: http://colorquiz.com/results.php?code=m,...7,5&p=full
RIGHTEYO!
That's how it's gonna be with me dude, i wish I could change it, but nothing motivates me more and to be honest I hope I never lose it. It's a moral and personal difference between you and me.
It's been fun roughin and tumblin with ya john, I can't make these walls of text everyday, I don't feel like anything is getting done here... You can write me off as a lost cause and I won't be too tore up about it. Thanks for the crits btw, I hope something we said to eachother will stick in the long run, or at least with someone who read it.
If it takes me many more years to get anywhere so be it. I'm just too dense to change for now I suppose. I'll have the pedal to the metal the whole time 8+ hrs a day, and maybe people can appreciate that "romantic" heroic me vs the mountain ideal that I succeed despite my arrogance.
Come by any time bud, no hard feelings.
"the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars. Nothing behind me, everyhing ahead of me so on the road." Jack Kerouac
Abnormal: Thanks for the tip! I tried that out and it had better results, just gotta do it more! Many hairy lines to go through hmm...
Gonna be doing some caricatures downtown again, I got a nice easel to make it more obvious what I'm doing, because I feel like that's my biggest obstacle is just people don't know what the hell I'm up to, despite having a 3 foot tall sign that says what I'm doing in huge letters. Usually make good money though, like 20$ an hour, but I only get to work usually about 3 hrs before everyone's gone, since it's a market event every saturday.
Also, I think I'm getting somewhere with these cylinders, just being like analytical with them. umm, the box helps for sure. Also did some scratchy spheres on the computer to check if the spheres I was doing were actually spheres. I drew them in the shape what I was doing on paper and then overlayed a premade circle shape and dropped the opacity, and they were about 98% correct. So that was cool.
Current State: http://colorquiz.com/results.php?code=m,...7,5&p=full
RIGHTEYO!