04-20-2017, 12:33 PM
I'm sorry you are thinking like this bro...
Put those two years behind you. Yes, you did not get the maximum amount of progress that you wanted in two years. But guess what? You still improved immensely without the fundamentals. That's because you still tried to set goals and you sketch and you paint and you practice almost every single day. Those two years are never going to be a waste because I bet you learned a lot doing what you do, yes?
Not listening to advice and rejecting the fundamentals are almost fatal, I'll give you that. But again, you learned from this right? I understand that getting fucked over by a completely avoidable mistake is devastating because you start thinking of literally any possible decision you could of done. Now you think you postponed your "big chance". It's hard for me to say, "Oh well dude, keep on drawing" because I would never reveal such an insensitive side of myself like that to someone, but damn bro... That's all I can say.
Your chance of getting what you want may be lower than that of your alternate dimension "I do my fundamentals!Fedodika", but that is what life is I suppose... you fall then you get back up.
You are doing a lot of great things here. Me and other people on this website can see that you are intensely serious about this sort of shit. Front and back anatomy and form studies? Of just cylinders and spheres and circles?? And dog legs?! That's something I wish I could do without falling asleep or binge watching Season 2 of Teen Titans! Your lines are hairy now, but if you keep up this training regiment you got going on for two more years, then I feel like you can get that dream job you have been looking for bro.
Don't feel sad dude.
Put those two years behind you. Yes, you did not get the maximum amount of progress that you wanted in two years. But guess what? You still improved immensely without the fundamentals. That's because you still tried to set goals and you sketch and you paint and you practice almost every single day. Those two years are never going to be a waste because I bet you learned a lot doing what you do, yes?
Not listening to advice and rejecting the fundamentals are almost fatal, I'll give you that. But again, you learned from this right? I understand that getting fucked over by a completely avoidable mistake is devastating because you start thinking of literally any possible decision you could of done. Now you think you postponed your "big chance". It's hard for me to say, "Oh well dude, keep on drawing" because I would never reveal such an insensitive side of myself like that to someone, but damn bro... That's all I can say.
Your chance of getting what you want may be lower than that of your alternate dimension "I do my fundamentals!Fedodika", but that is what life is I suppose... you fall then you get back up.
You are doing a lot of great things here. Me and other people on this website can see that you are intensely serious about this sort of shit. Front and back anatomy and form studies? Of just cylinders and spheres and circles?? And dog legs?! That's something I wish I could do without falling asleep or binge watching Season 2 of Teen Titans! Your lines are hairy now, but if you keep up this training regiment you got going on for two more years, then I feel like you can get that dream job you have been looking for bro.
Don't feel sad dude.