Fedodika the Koala

[Fedodika]

well, im trying to think ahead here. Say, i get this figure drawing and drafstman problem i have sorted out, what then? It's like where would i stand, what would i do next? I want to make money, but i don't really know what to do or who to work for. I mean, I do know the companies i could work for, but there's this looming feeling of "not good enough" in the back of my head. I know I won't always be too bad to work for them, but i just don't know what is realistic anymore. 

My skillset feels like its more focused than ever before, but like, less ambitious or creative than ever before, if that makes sense. Like i've taken a redpill of good studying habits, and I feel kinda lost. 

Maybe just think like Will Terry said,

"If you're not gettin job offers you're probably not as good as you think you are."

I might get a small commission once a month, so I guess I'm not that good, so we'll just keep grindin till then. Maybe the work that finds me will be what i like, who knows. 


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