22 Jun 03:26
--I didn't say it was good :)
22 Jun 03:24
--you want to be controlled by everything that happens to you that isn't in your control? Ok enjoy life man
22 Jun 03:23
--My happiness wasnt' dictated by the results of something out of my control
22 Jun 03:19
--I can't tell you how nice it was to get rid of that bullshit from my psyche
22 Jun 03:19
--I still hold my work to a strict standard of quality that I am often not happy with, but it doesn't get me down.
22 Jun 03:18
--but I only realised how damaging it was, to me, and only succeeded in going forwards, when I got rid of it. It may not be how other people do it, but I can tell you for a fact now I have NO jealousy of others, I don't compare myself to others, I have NO negative feelings about my work, I am NOT disapointed by not achieveing certain things like competition wins etc