16 May 19:52
--yeah need practice too though art cannot be passed like information it needs to be practiced
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16 May 19:52
--It's good to want something and go for it. It's not good to want it so bad, it makes your life a waking misery of guilt and fear
16 May 19:51
--so yeah thats that i guess had to get it out since this inner conflict has been brewing for years now
16 May 19:50
--Yep Lodratio...I'll give it a go. Didn't want to do the alpha, but the beta might be cool to play with :)
16 May 19:49
--@Hob Yeah.. I didn't think of that. Haha! I forgot some people love the challenge.
16 May 19:49
--Depends how much you like eating and worrying 24/7 about how that will happen
16 May 19:49
--Btw this whole freelance thing is horrendous. Just so you know....there is no holy grail
16 May 19:48
--@Hob There's complacency in comfort. I mean, if you're drawing just to like it.. probably you're trying to do it as a hobby and not work. Not saying that you are...
16 May 19:48
--You are litterally fucking yourself in the head...with your own head. That's the poetic version
16 May 19:48
--I'm saying it might be because of that fear that you don't have the courage to do things in different ways, and don't find the easy solutions that are presenting themselves to you
16 May 19:47
--so i feel i dont deserve to take even a hour out of my day to do something else
16 May 19:47
--it's an accepted bug...which I didn't have before even though I was using 8.1 on my now dead laptop. So it's a tradeoff between beta bugs or this annoying bug
16 May 19:46
--hhhm, maybe that's just the linux version. I have a problem where it stops recognizing pressure sensitivity when I switch to other tabs for too long, but other than that it's fine.
16 May 19:46
--but for the past 4 years the only other thing i do consistently is read books for 20-30 minutes a day so my life has been very much in a set pattern
16 May 19:44
--I know this sounds 'wrong', and it goes against the general consensis of hard work paying off, but if you struggle too hard you don't get anywhere. I think you should stop beating yourself up over that kind of thing, and try looking for the path of least resistance instead.
16 May 19:44
--@Lodratio. Not yet. I should install it...I want that animation. My version crashes everytime I try and paint on the preview panel for any brush setting! They broke something in the 2.9.11 build....very annoying.
16 May 19:43
--I know that feeling. Working a job to get home to work on something to get a job.