26 Aug 08:06
--x . x sorry for complaining so much
Shout Box archive
26 Aug 08:05
--Nah, you don't want to die, if you're feeling that bad you need to get out of your head.
26 Aug 08:05
--so much stuff to do and I'm sitting around like this saadsfsaj -bangs head against wall-
26 Aug 08:04
--I have lots of 'work' as it were, but it's all spec work, not paid work - I'm making my own comic so I have something to take to the Con next year, and I have a friend (well a group of them, musicians, programmers and writers) who are making a game, and I'm doing art for it - but it's probably not going to make money
26 Aug 08:04
--and I've got some things I want to make and sell but right now I'm just trying to tell myself that I don't actually want to die as much as I think I do lmao
26 Aug 08:02
--yep, I think you have to be pushy, but I /hate/ when people push stuff at me so I don't want to be pushy, so you've got to be subtily pushy.. so tricky. But Facebook, instagram, dA, http://commishartify.com tumblr, pintrest, basically anywhere you can get facetime I suppose
26 Aug 07:59
--"nah see, these bushes here are the right direction, just walk a little more to your left and you'll see the path"
26 Aug 07:57
--heh, :D yep, if I didn't have my bestie constantly saying "you /can/ do it, " I think I would have fallen apart already
26 Aug 07:55
--almost like google navigation is telling me to go through an overgrown forest of blackberry bushes
26 Aug 07:54
--when things like this happen, it's like yes I know I need a "regular" job to survive and I'm looking for them but I'm so panicked that it's kind of like what am I supposed to do with this lol
26 Aug 07:54
--http://emergencycommissions.tumblr.com/ <-- that place, they signal boost for you
26 Aug 07:53
--oh yeah, I getcha, I find digital painting so horrible, I can't do with the digital stuff what I can do with a brush and paint and it frustrates me endlessly