Felix's road to freedom

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This last 5 weeks I've been studying like I never did before, I was very dependant on reference to draw anything, I'm good drawing from life or reference but I didn't knew anything about the placements on muscle, perspective and all the good stuff that you need to design freely, I didn't want to study mostly because I think I was scared of the challenge, because that means I was an amateur and I wanted to be pro already and feel the satisfaction on being good at something, drawing from a photo is a good skill on its own an some people take pride on it but I felt like I was a dependant to pinterest I felt I wasn't free.
Before starting my studies of this week I wanted to warm up trying to draw something and this came up, I started with the circle divided by 3 then another third for the jaw, placing the eyes sockets, nose, ear and even placing the clavicle based on the sternocleidomastoid, even though is far from perfect and I need to improve so much I'm starting to feel less restrain every week and more free.