I like to draw, but it's hard

[mechapangolin]

Hey guys. I've been on this crazy art journey since roughly 2009, even though I've been drawing since I could walk. I really need to improve in everything, and I've advanced, forgotten, gotten worse, given up, started again, and everything else seemingly a million times already. But eventually I get back in, I can never leave. I struggle with a positive mindset and staying optimistic, because frequently I get over anxious and get full of self doubt and overload myself. It's hard, but I'm getting better at not feeling worthless about my art.

I don't have any recent 2d stuff I am really proud of (I've had a really bad problem with finishing drawings I start over the years as you might notice), but here's some older examples anyway to help you gauge where I'm at I suppose:









There's more, but my internet is being slow and I can't find them when I posted them on facebook and I saved them on another older computer and blah blah who cares. But here's some 3d characters I made too:

https://sketchfab.com/dubgeneral


So I guess this place has little mini assignments or classes or something?