Taylor's Sketchbook of Patterns and Progress.

[Einver]

Couple more things I finished in October.

Client work has me burnt. I studied for the first three days of November, but I can't bring myself to work any more when I'm done with client stuff.

Huge problem. 

I don't know how people do it. I want to study really hard, but I feel drained. The kind of depression that I've eluded to in previous posts in this SB.

Blaaah. Get over it, man.

I think I just need to exercise after I finish client work. I've fallen off a few of my wagons. 

That's okay <3. Can't hate on myself too much, lest this condition of inertia worsen. 

Come next week, I'll be recharged, hopefully. I made more than enough to pay all my bills, so hopefully people will stop inboxing me for more work, lmao.

I'd love to get Power Painters to the point where I can live off creating content for that-- then I'll start doing something like Dave's doing with Steve Lichman or Peter Mohrbacher's doing with Angelarium. 

So many cool things to look forward too. I just have to hop these hurdles and find balance. 

I'm glad I can vent here. Obviously can't post this on social media where clients and stuff can see it. 

Anyway, check it: going back to mostly drawing/values this month since I painted to the limits of my abilities in October...At least for 8 - 12 hour pieces.