Hello

[xelfereht]

welcome and hope you just go harder dude, pretty sure this place is to get better at, better for you to be around people that are a bit ahead. more likely you will improve faster that way.
feel free to reach out if you need some help with anything.
everybody still learning and we all get discouraged from time to time.
dealing with the mental exhaustion and frustration/discouragement is something you have to practice at as much as the drawing side if you wanna be and artiiiiiiist