07-19-2020, 04:03 PM
Symbols often creep up on me with no warning and I'm left staring at my own work wondering what brought it on. These days I only free draw as my professional life pretty much consumes me. Lately I've thought about my ego and where it exists between my own identity and that of my job. The answer I've come to is it doesn't. I'm a giving type, and I give my all, to the point I guess that I'm giving from an empty cup. I'm starved of ego, and the id starved with it. The ideal self is disproportionately in control.
In short, I need a holiday.
In short, I need a holiday.