12-01-2012, 12:12 AM
FEAR OF FAILURE
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Hello guys,
I don't know where to start. The last few mounths i've experienced the most incredible stuff in my life: The fear of failure.
I could never imagine what happened to me. I was paralize, do shit studies in front of a piece of paper and my tablet for so many (stupid) reasons: My age, be surrounding by so many talented guys and girls, and so many more stuffs.
The past few month i try to learn 3D and 2D and the same time and at the same level and that's really burn me. It's two tough subjects and if i want to win i have to pick one at a time. I'm not smart enough to take so much information at the same time or maybe i do it wrong i don't know. i just burn myself and my health to finally do nothing and stay where am i. I have to be honest with myself if i want to made it.
So my deathline is a complete failure because i simply under estimate the task. I have to rethink about how to approach my goals and prioritize and be really patient.
This sketchbook will restart tomorrow and promess to do with the right mindset.
Have a nice day daggers.
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Hello guys,
I don't know where to start. The last few mounths i've experienced the most incredible stuff in my life: The fear of failure.
I could never imagine what happened to me. I was paralize, do shit studies in front of a piece of paper and my tablet for so many (stupid) reasons: My age, be surrounding by so many talented guys and girls, and so many more stuffs.
The past few month i try to learn 3D and 2D and the same time and at the same level and that's really burn me. It's two tough subjects and if i want to win i have to pick one at a time. I'm not smart enough to take so much information at the same time or maybe i do it wrong i don't know. i just burn myself and my health to finally do nothing and stay where am i. I have to be honest with myself if i want to made it.
So my deathline is a complete failure because i simply under estimate the task. I have to rethink about how to approach my goals and prioritize and be really patient.
This sketchbook will restart tomorrow and promess to do with the right mindset.
Have a nice day daggers.