04-02-2013, 03:58 AM
I have a different problem, somewhat like yours but in it's own way.
My life is shadowed by the fair of failure. Ever since I was little I've had this problem.
The biggest challenge was school, living together with my girlfriend and the fear of failure as a father (8 month old little princess now ^^ ). Yet, I've managed to overcome these fears time and time again.
Now the biggest problems is like Sickbrush to think I can never be as good as the artist I see as inspirational. (Sickbrush, for what it's worth, you're one of them ;) )
I see their art, I draw myself and then I get so angry for not getting the art on paper like I envisioned it in my head.
Then the anger turns to fear, the same old pattern that I've lived through my entire life (turning 25 now btw).
I need to face it, and it will take me a while but I'll get there. One day :)
My life is shadowed by the fair of failure. Ever since I was little I've had this problem.
The biggest challenge was school, living together with my girlfriend and the fear of failure as a father (8 month old little princess now ^^ ). Yet, I've managed to overcome these fears time and time again.
Now the biggest problems is like Sickbrush to think I can never be as good as the artist I see as inspirational. (Sickbrush, for what it's worth, you're one of them ;) )
I see their art, I draw myself and then I get so angry for not getting the art on paper like I envisioned it in my head.
Then the anger turns to fear, the same old pattern that I've lived through my entire life (turning 25 now btw).
I need to face it, and it will take me a while but I'll get there. One day :)