05-04-2013, 10:23 PM
So it's been almost a month since my last post.
Had a lot to deal with as an aunt of mine died, my dad had 7 - 9 strokes (on the brain) and my grandma had a stroke (also on the brain). And it appears that my liver is not working as it should.
So lots of worries this last month. My dad has fully recovered without permanent damage, my grandma is still recovering but does have permanent damage.
Aside from that I'm also contemplating life a lot lately. Ever since I was little I loved two things, science and building stuff. Currently I'm a software engineer and theoretically speaking I am indeed building things, be it software in this case.
But I would like to do something that inspires people, that leaves them in awe (like great art). For the moment however my taste far exceeds my skill and it's giving me a bad feeling. So I'm really at that point where a lot of people give up.
After doing some thinking I've decided to not let my taste ruin the fun of drawing and to keep pursuing it.
TLDR: 'Some health troubles, had doubts about drawing, but pushing on now!'
So here are new updates:
Had a lot to deal with as an aunt of mine died, my dad had 7 - 9 strokes (on the brain) and my grandma had a stroke (also on the brain). And it appears that my liver is not working as it should.
So lots of worries this last month. My dad has fully recovered without permanent damage, my grandma is still recovering but does have permanent damage.
Aside from that I'm also contemplating life a lot lately. Ever since I was little I loved two things, science and building stuff. Currently I'm a software engineer and theoretically speaking I am indeed building things, be it software in this case.
But I would like to do something that inspires people, that leaves them in awe (like great art). For the moment however my taste far exceeds my skill and it's giving me a bad feeling. So I'm really at that point where a lot of people give up.
After doing some thinking I've decided to not let my taste ruin the fun of drawing and to keep pursuing it.
TLDR: 'Some health troubles, had doubts about drawing, but pushing on now!'
So here are new updates: