02-12-2014, 03:13 PM
Hypnagogic_Haze: Schedule, order, plan are the antonyms of my life..... I sometimes make a to-do list for the day, but they often end up being impossibly long and populated. I'll keep practicing.
Mayenla: Thanks man, I'll keep at it!
monkeybread: Yeah, I try to remind myself I'm not supposed to get flogged or short a finger for not following a schedule to the T. Thanks for helping me on that... I'm really having a hard time with this... for years I keep telling and making myself do things I think I ought to do, and forsake what I enjoy doing to the point nothing comes to mind when I think of things I enjoy doing, AND nothing that's ought to be of my life has come to pass EITHER. What a big loss! Alghough since coming to this forum, I'm slowly starting to enjoy doing some art - the oil paintings, the armor studies, some fan arts... . None of that's gonna make anything out of me, so I'm dreading that it might be my fate to be scratching by on a random day job, and just do random art that interest me at night, 'cos I'm having such a hard time doing things with discipline and not at random like a firecracker.
Mayenla: Thanks man, I'll keep at it!
monkeybread: Yeah, I try to remind myself I'm not supposed to get flogged or short a finger for not following a schedule to the T. Thanks for helping me on that... I'm really having a hard time with this... for years I keep telling and making myself do things I think I ought to do, and forsake what I enjoy doing to the point nothing comes to mind when I think of things I enjoy doing, AND nothing that's ought to be of my life has come to pass EITHER. What a big loss! Alghough since coming to this forum, I'm slowly starting to enjoy doing some art - the oil paintings, the armor studies, some fan arts... . None of that's gonna make anything out of me, so I'm dreading that it might be my fate to be scratching by on a random day job, and just do random art that interest me at night, 'cos I'm having such a hard time doing things with discipline and not at random like a firecracker.