Sula's Sketchbook

[Ursula Dorada]

I am kinda of freaked out about this whole edges concept
I have been trying to grasp it for a while now, but it doesn't make any sense; the more studies I make about them, the more they just seem to be arbitrary. I don't really see how doing it slighly softer or harder alter the outcome that much.

So yeah, my problem: I don't see edges. They seem like just an afterthought. I can make stuff look softer alright, but more than that? heh
So now that I have a week to make it work, I am a bit scared of this inadequacy of mine

I was doing some studies after ZhaomingWu ( http://www.zhaomingwu.com/ ), but it just looked even more arbitrary now. Dammit.