05-28-2014, 09:28 PM
i guess maybe i am a bit more down the striving and compare route then, I mean i enjoy every piece but i do see them as kinda a documentation of my improvement more than a piece in their own, which also prevents me from getting attached to them or putting too much value on their popularity. I kinda feel like i have to improve all the time though, because its only going to be a few years until im expected to be working, and I've put most of my eggs in the art basket so to speak so i have a big drive to get pro quickly. I dunno if thats a bad thing, it means im looking forward to future happiness but also enjoying the present- i think thats ok personally but its up to the person i guess. Seriously pissed at accidentally copying jordan grimmers work... need to make it different somehow now. meh. will soldier on...