06-09-2014, 11:04 PM
Ughh I failed today. I got to this really interesting part in Cryotic's Catherine lets play, so I decided to spend all 3h in the morning. Doing that kinda "corrupted" my mindset and I decided to take a day off, I even considered hiding that fact because I really dont like to fail and show my let-downs to everyone. It does motivate me to push myself more though.
At some point I did get my senses back and did some painting and decided not to hide any shit.I strive to be honest, because many people keep exaggerating their achievements or hiding their failures. It creates a high average and makes people feel miserable.
Im going to try to sum up all the good parts of my experiences and try all the things that helped me at once. I remember how easy the Loomis exercises became in last summer(because I always did them first and got used to it). I remember how much it motivated not to fail to get the monthly hour limit done. And recently Ive seen the positive effects of the 3h restriction, but on its own its not enough.
Lastly I think there has to be 1 day in a week where I do less and just relax. I either get burned out(its happened 2 times, both resulting in serious art block). Or lazyness gets to me. I atleast want to control when I take my time off.
That means I'll make a schedule, set a goal and set a restriction.
At some point I did get my senses back and did some painting and decided not to hide any shit.I strive to be honest, because many people keep exaggerating their achievements or hiding their failures. It creates a high average and makes people feel miserable.
Im going to try to sum up all the good parts of my experiences and try all the things that helped me at once. I remember how easy the Loomis exercises became in last summer(because I always did them first and got used to it). I remember how much it motivated not to fail to get the monthly hour limit done. And recently Ive seen the positive effects of the 3h restriction, but on its own its not enough.
Lastly I think there has to be 1 day in a week where I do less and just relax. I either get burned out(its happened 2 times, both resulting in serious art block). Or lazyness gets to me. I atleast want to control when I take my time off.
That means I'll make a schedule, set a goal and set a restriction.