Feeling like a loser

[Jeso]

Yeap, Patrick said it best, but really, you are going about it wrong buddy. You say you dont wanna hear wisdom mombo jombo advice, but, sometimes you need it, for what i can tell, your attitude is that of an entitled person, you think because you went to school and got a "nice degree" and you have drawn your whole life, you somehow SHOULD be getting jobs, buy you aren't getting any, and therefore now you are frustrated and depressed. Well, that's a bad way to feel about things. You dont deserve anything, nor do I, you gotta snap yourself out of that mentality, and know that the opportunity its out there if you are willing to do what it takes to get it.

For what I see in your portfolio, you are just not good enough, I see decent enough fundamentals, but they are just that, like i dont see professional quality anywhere, not even beginner professional lvl, and sorry if this sounds harsh, but compliments wont help your situation. Some people confuse casually drawing with actual training time. My guess is that yea you probably have drawn your whole life, but never really went at it seriously and studied diligently like you probably should've. And here you are...

LUCKY FOR YOU THOUGH! you might've just come to the right place. Look around the forum, make a sketchbook thread, or join a study group, the daggers will help you get your shit together and show you the way. You gonna have to dig into the daggers past if you wanna get the most out of this place though. Look at this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_iz653PVsOA look around the other vids in there, find Dave Rapoza's old sketchbook thread in Conceptart.org, do your hw about what this place actually is and their founders and their success stories, this place can show you the path, its up to you to step into it.

And sorry to go all Yoda on you, but hope it helps.