Stop being an ostrich

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Living at home somehow I can't think clearly and plan my own time. And just let days go by in waste doing I don't even remember what. So new goal is to either get out of this house and be broke paying rent without a job yet, or somehow find out what is such a problem with home that I can't get a hold of my time and schedule like I was when living alone and/or abroad.

Another goal that might help is to leave the house at least once a day or once every 2 days, on my own.