a pretentious topic

[lewislong]

I write too much to justify stuff I upload. Or not uploading some stuff because it's "too bad" or not "post worthy". I guess I want to show the best of what I do but that doesn't cut it when your worst stuff needs to be on a certain level of coherence. This causes me to post less frequently and then I'm pretentious for only showing the "best" of what I'm doing. I'm hoping livestreaming a lot more will cure that!

I'm also guilty of trying to wow other artists with my technical language of art foundations that I'm still striving to put into all art that I produce.

Guilty and for the above and in rehab just being here and being more active!