04-28-2016, 07:37 AM
I went back to analysing my dreams a few weeks ago.
'Remembering pieces of dreams with strange but familiar meaning. Hanging self from a cliff's edge to avoid a train derailment crashing overhead after being on a pedestal overseeing a performance of sorts only to interupt and calling out the fakers. Caves and chasms and alien environments. Avoiding places that have surveillance.
If a dream is benign i don't remember it at all or consider it merely a compilation of fractured thoughts.
If i wake with a sense of dread or overbearance and a distinct impression from particular settings i can't help but think my subconscious is putting down its own thoughts and observation.
Trains are considered a sign of conformity, traveling on a set path. A crash signifies an end to that conformity. I seemed to be chased and avoiding it altogether. Calling out fraudsters is common and not surprising. I dread seeing family because they've been nothing but performers to me. Being held above them just reinforced the opinion that i now feel like they need to prove their ties to me to be of worth and i continue to feel cheated by their comments and actions. The rest is new and hard to remember. I do feel shut in and not sure how to get out. At the same time prefer to act under the radar with no one watching my actions. It's all very unguided. I know i don't want another derailment and just want to plough ahead but i know the current path is at risk regardless of anything i do or don't do.
But that's life.'
The latest make me a bit of a debbie downer.
'Remembering pieces of dreams with strange but familiar meaning. Hanging self from a cliff's edge to avoid a train derailment crashing overhead after being on a pedestal overseeing a performance of sorts only to interupt and calling out the fakers. Caves and chasms and alien environments. Avoiding places that have surveillance.
If a dream is benign i don't remember it at all or consider it merely a compilation of fractured thoughts.
If i wake with a sense of dread or overbearance and a distinct impression from particular settings i can't help but think my subconscious is putting down its own thoughts and observation.
Trains are considered a sign of conformity, traveling on a set path. A crash signifies an end to that conformity. I seemed to be chased and avoiding it altogether. Calling out fraudsters is common and not surprising. I dread seeing family because they've been nothing but performers to me. Being held above them just reinforced the opinion that i now feel like they need to prove their ties to me to be of worth and i continue to feel cheated by their comments and actions. The rest is new and hard to remember. I do feel shut in and not sure how to get out. At the same time prefer to act under the radar with no one watching my actions. It's all very unguided. I know i don't want another derailment and just want to plough ahead but i know the current path is at risk regardless of anything i do or don't do.
But that's life.'
The latest make me a bit of a debbie downer.