05-09-2020, 01:17 AM
Pub E- Yeah I think youre right.
John- I totally agree with you. Thats pretty much the same boat. I think the only reason I want to be a pro is so I make cool shit as well. But I think some of the pressure is the fact that I hate working these shitty jobs in the world and wanted to be good enough to get away from all that. But the evidence clear that you have to just abandon hopes like that and just keep doing it because you enjoy. Because being a pro seems an impossible reach. But like I said I do enjoy it I just hate that I can't problem solve better and figure out how to consitently progress. Its only a big deal because I'm mortal and life is short.
John- I totally agree with you. Thats pretty much the same boat. I think the only reason I want to be a pro is so I make cool shit as well. But I think some of the pressure is the fact that I hate working these shitty jobs in the world and wanted to be good enough to get away from all that. But the evidence clear that you have to just abandon hopes like that and just keep doing it because you enjoy. Because being a pro seems an impossible reach. But like I said I do enjoy it I just hate that I can't problem solve better and figure out how to consitently progress. Its only a big deal because I'm mortal and life is short.