10-04-2012, 02:23 PM
Art began for me as something to pass the time. As I learned from it I soon saw it growing on me. Each day that passes by I push myself like never before, putting the past behind me and looking forward to the new day of tomorrow. I've never been as dedicated to creating good art as I am today, and I will never seise to stop my thirst to gain more knowledge.
That single sort of dedication you can expect from me every time you hear from me. Now I'm not going to sit here and lie, I've run into self caused slow downs. I've stopped posting because I wasn't absolutely sure I could do better than the last day. But with a dedication you will only find from someone like me I push past any negative thoughts whatsoever. There is no stopping, there is only the pursuit of what to learn next.
Now I'd like to think I know what I'm doing, that I have some sort of life long goal, but I don't. Every year, heck even every month, I've changed where I wanted to work. I've changed the type of art I was doing that day completely. But thats because I can't find a title that best suites me. I don't know of a studio that will push me to be the best me I can be. It's my fault for being so different, but I think thats why so many of us chose freelance. We don't want to be comfortable at a studio. We want to mix around and see what will do us the best good for ourselves. Characters interest me endlessly, and stylization is just incredible when done right, completely breathtaking. I want to be a professional illustrator. I've always been in awe at some of the professionals out thee. I've even been caught wishing I had their skill every now and then.
And thus I'm here, right now at 1 in the morning typing this to you, Cris. I believe you will push me to the path of becoming my best. Your syllabus describes a monstrous 4 months and yet I want to hit it head on. I've never won anything worth having, all things I have are earned through dedication and discipline. I work, I school, and I have time to post as often as I do. I am the one that will undoubtably be there everyday.
Look at my work and see if I'm worth the time. It would definitely make the end of my 1st year Deathline a very interesting one. Enough words, thanks for the consideration!
That single sort of dedication you can expect from me every time you hear from me. Now I'm not going to sit here and lie, I've run into self caused slow downs. I've stopped posting because I wasn't absolutely sure I could do better than the last day. But with a dedication you will only find from someone like me I push past any negative thoughts whatsoever. There is no stopping, there is only the pursuit of what to learn next.
Now I'd like to think I know what I'm doing, that I have some sort of life long goal, but I don't. Every year, heck even every month, I've changed where I wanted to work. I've changed the type of art I was doing that day completely. But thats because I can't find a title that best suites me. I don't know of a studio that will push me to be the best me I can be. It's my fault for being so different, but I think thats why so many of us chose freelance. We don't want to be comfortable at a studio. We want to mix around and see what will do us the best good for ourselves. Characters interest me endlessly, and stylization is just incredible when done right, completely breathtaking. I want to be a professional illustrator. I've always been in awe at some of the professionals out thee. I've even been caught wishing I had their skill every now and then.
And thus I'm here, right now at 1 in the morning typing this to you, Cris. I believe you will push me to the path of becoming my best. Your syllabus describes a monstrous 4 months and yet I want to hit it head on. I've never won anything worth having, all things I have are earned through dedication and discipline. I work, I school, and I have time to post as often as I do. I am the one that will undoubtably be there everyday.
Look at my work and see if I'm worth the time. It would definitely make the end of my 1st year Deathline a very interesting one. Enough words, thanks for the consideration!
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