Arch's Book of Stuff

[Archreux]

There was a lot of thinking I did yesterday regarding my art and where I want to go with it, so there's not too much that went on in terms of actual work being done. I'm still feeling like there's so much to consider, and I'm going to start by finishing up some more older piece(s).

I'd like to start getting work soon, from someone, somewhere, and I really don't know where to begin. Of course the work I put into my portfolio should reflect the type of work I'm looking to receive. There is just so much I want to do, and I feel none of it is going to help me get any work or help me progress forward.

It's like, "I like this painting, I really want to finish this." when the painting itself probably serves no further purpose than for being an enjoyable exercise and for fun. Not to procure work in a sense that it is for that very purpose. This is what worries me when I think about working for others, "I just don't want to do it."

Probably lots of over thinking things. These are just some things I'm scared of, nothing about it is super real. Dunno if any of you feel the same way when you think about the "bigger picture" whatever that may be.

Regardless, I still love doing all of this and I'm never going to stop. I think this is just my way of figuring out how to go about doing this the rest of my life happily without succumbing boredom/ displeasure.

Right now I am so hungry, I want to get better and focus on such things rather than focus on $$$ and work. I've got a lot of stuff I want to share and do. So in the mean time getting better and feeding the hunger is happening. :]

If anyone actually read this, thanks. Haha.