My first portfolio creation

[Fedodika]

Glad it helped! i reccomend you listen to a couple of the "one fantastic week" series by pete morbacher, the executive artist for MTG. He will give alot of insight about working in that industry that i personally found insightful

https://www.youtube.com/user/Bugmeyer

Also check out dan warrens old streams, him and dave chat about alot of the things you are actually struggling with! also the critters streams on dave rapozas YT channel; watch them again if you have already with new perspective

https://www.youtube.com/user/danwarren

and just try to relax, your life may depend on it yes, but you seem like you have people who are willing to support you so just try to enjoy the ride as much as you can. try to get insight from other artists from streams and old sketchbooks and stuff.

also remember these guys who illustrate cryptids cards and stuff tend to be really cynical about it; try to look for things that inspire you not because how well they are painted, but have something else you like you can't put your finger on.

Looking forward to your future progress igor!