Fedodika the Koala

[AliceChopper]

I totally feel you Fedorika. Going forward with the question "will I ever be able to break through" is really a hard pill to swallow. And doing this everyday can drain so much. I say go for it man, that elephant piece was really nice, just don't rush those other pieces you are going to make because of frustriation, take your time to make all the corrections and adjustments you are able to see and ask a friend you thrust with his/her oppinion to be your art director for this (esp. if you have some friend who worked for paizo or a similar company that would be the best.) and even then if all those end bitter, you can still try again later . And here is a link that can be useful , it has a freelance jobs sections with a listing of some sites you can get freelance art jobs
http://friendlyhand.deviantart.com/journ...-307142283
(well lots of them are not your dream jobs obviously but worth a look I suppose)
Hope everything goes well , see ya :)