Coinhero's sketchbook

[Coinhero]

study of a painting done by Richard Schmid called "HOBB GREEN BREAKFAST"

I wanted to copy this painting because of how strong the contrast is and how bright the colors are, its everything I really like and suck ass at. I find doing these copies very fun and I actually learn things from them but I hate that feeling you get, like I've managed to paint something amazing but its not me I'm doing a copy of a great painting and then I look at my own stuff from imagination and it's just embarrassing -_-

Not sure what to do with the painting from yesterday I'm sick of it and don't want to work on it more but I feel like the only way to make it not ass is to re do a large part of it. I don't want to not upload it to tumblr ,instagram and stuff because once I get in the mindset of uploading only images that I'm happy with I'll never post anything and just disappear form the internet