Help me clarify my job title

[darktiste]

I guess what we putting a finger on is being execessively goal oriented... i didn't though this could be use to describe me.Yes there is this constent of second guessing base on leak of experience in the industry but also exploring my option before entering a field and shooting my own foot.I think at the end of they day it boil down to does this artist work show he enjoy what he is doing that for my personal portfolio vs a more ''i want to work for this compagny'' in particular which would be more focus on there IP and showing your a great addition to there talent pool.

So what your saying is establish your identity throught piece you enjoy making than see where it lead you?.If i understood correctly.