Darktiste Sketchbook

[darktiste]

So maybe some of you been lurking and seen my hour glass project i was  having trouble with my metal texture on the bottom it didn't felt like i was getting the right result but then it strike me that i was not accounting enough what was going on in my background i think it had something to do with my layers stack where one layers was turn off and my background was a lighter grey in the background color was different between the ''working version'' and what was a darker final background i couldn't quiet figure out why the metal was looking wrong because i came back to it after a while.Anyways i want to turn the page on this project because i need closure on my dusty old project i been saying i would been done by now and been dealing with massive side tracking since because i saw opportunity to have fun and challenge myself with random project from what is like 2 month now doing swordtember and inktober which were a nice way to do quicker project and gave me the opportunity to realize how much i try to push thing to the end with an obession to render that is just an habit that doesn't always serve me best.Sometime you just trying to get better at doing thing quicker or getting better at applying good design that it procrastination to render something at a point it pushing around pixel and you don't want to be doing that because this isn't professional it a ''comfort zone''

So i really want to be able to focus more on design i think i said that already but be ready for more grey and lower quality of finish now it about solving visual problem and expanding my visual library i want to leave the pretty drawing for portfolio stuff.At the same time i realize that those pretty drawing are still essential as i really been trying to put together a portfolio but been pretty unsuccessful to gain the direction and identity i want for my portfolio i am falling into pattern of frustration sometime look at project that just can't seem to end and i tried to do multiple project to see if it would help refresh my interest in those project but it seem i am better at starting thing then finishing them which is great for idea generating but not so much when you try to put a porfolio together.

Anyways i am talking to much here how it look now.