04-26-2025, 10:12 PM
You know just doing thing to get by is not playing to your advantage there people who are hungry out they have a passion for doing what you seem to now take for granted or just no longer hunger for as much for as they do.
You want that cashier job? You want to draw on the side? What is it?
I guess your still trying to find your footing and that fine bad chemistry in the workplace is not uncommon it sure can cause someone to fall off .Sometime you don't have financial stability to be able to move away from those toxic environment when on a contract. Sometime it just about pushing through the adversity that draining you. Findimng that balance of personal and professional work can certainly take alot from us. We still make sacrifice to sharpen were skill and as time pass were adult responsibility pile up we financial resource require great planning for us to enjoy job that sometime are not as financial rewarding as we would hope.
If you let the trauma of bad experience and art block get the best out of you it on you. You don't always win even if you get the job... and you don't always have the card in your hand to move away from those toxic workplace sometime you have to push on and move on.
Would i be wrong to think you done drug in the past or maybe still are? What is it with you that you can find joy in simple thing ?Maybe you just need to get off the internet more honestly... being over stimulated it bad i feel like when it come to creativity. Where your pride/passion? You no longer enjoy recognition maybe so drawing no longer have that ego ''drive''. But i am sure drawing still hold enough challenge to be of interest it occupy the mind(maybe you don't care for challenge) but if everything feel like it to much to ask... sometime it just about starting again even if it feel like we hearth isn't there sometime it just you know... adding fuel to something that need it .We fire didn't not necessary died out...
At least it seem like anatomy still as you invested in the artistic realm. So i guess you should bet on that to drive you as you find more fuel to keep going.
You want that cashier job? You want to draw on the side? What is it?
I guess your still trying to find your footing and that fine bad chemistry in the workplace is not uncommon it sure can cause someone to fall off .Sometime you don't have financial stability to be able to move away from those toxic environment when on a contract. Sometime it just about pushing through the adversity that draining you. Findimng that balance of personal and professional work can certainly take alot from us. We still make sacrifice to sharpen were skill and as time pass were adult responsibility pile up we financial resource require great planning for us to enjoy job that sometime are not as financial rewarding as we would hope.
If you let the trauma of bad experience and art block get the best out of you it on you. You don't always win even if you get the job... and you don't always have the card in your hand to move away from those toxic workplace sometime you have to push on and move on.
Would i be wrong to think you done drug in the past or maybe still are? What is it with you that you can find joy in simple thing ?Maybe you just need to get off the internet more honestly... being over stimulated it bad i feel like when it come to creativity. Where your pride/passion? You no longer enjoy recognition maybe so drawing no longer have that ego ''drive''. But i am sure drawing still hold enough challenge to be of interest it occupy the mind(maybe you don't care for challenge) but if everything feel like it to much to ask... sometime it just about starting again even if it feel like we hearth isn't there sometime it just you know... adding fuel to something that need it .We fire didn't not necessary died out...
At least it seem like anatomy still as you invested in the artistic realm. So i guess you should bet on that to drive you as you find more fuel to keep going.