04-05-2014, 12:50 AM
Thank you very much, Kaffer :)
Low self-esteem is a bitch :( One day I'm trying to be all like "work harder! you want to improve!" and feel good, but the next evening/day I find myself in a downward spiral of self loathing and doubts and "why even bother" and "at this rate you'll never get anywhere" all over again. And even if I pull myself out of that state of beating myself up/self pity, it is just a matter of time until the nasty voices telling me to just lie down and never touch a pen again are back again. It is just so very draining, and I feel like I could work so much better and be more concentrated, if I didn't need to spend 50% of my mental energy on silenceing those negative thoughts :(
Anyway, some more drawings from ref and without, and character update for bloodsport4.
Have a nice weekend guys, I'm off for a family gathering...
Low self-esteem is a bitch :( One day I'm trying to be all like "work harder! you want to improve!" and feel good, but the next evening/day I find myself in a downward spiral of self loathing and doubts and "why even bother" and "at this rate you'll never get anywhere" all over again. And even if I pull myself out of that state of beating myself up/self pity, it is just a matter of time until the nasty voices telling me to just lie down and never touch a pen again are back again. It is just so very draining, and I feel like I could work so much better and be more concentrated, if I didn't need to spend 50% of my mental energy on silenceing those negative thoughts :(
Anyway, some more drawings from ref and without, and character update for bloodsport4.
Have a nice weekend guys, I'm off for a family gathering...