11-17-2020, 07:39 AM
I'm pretty sure you already know the answer to this. Again you've received such good information and valid criticisms with very real exercises to use to improve your skills and at every turn you have denied, ignored or outright spoke against and explained away in your sketchbook that I can't help but feel this thread is to just get your ass patted and be told it's all okay. I think you spend far too much time writing walls of text critiquing others work that often sounds (and appears when viewing your work) that you yourself don't even fully understand. Honestly I personally find you outright delusional most of the time, especially if you think that chart accurately reflects your skill. So you want the absolute truth?
Throughout my professional career both in person, on the job and in the online space, I've seen people make the kind of progress you've made in 7 years in less than 6 months. Even less time with proper mentorship, guidance and most of all the correct mindset for learning. Hell in this year alone, given the circumstances of the times, I've seen incredible growth within many communities of artists, all taking this time to better themselves and each other through feedback.
You really need to step back and consider yourself an absolute beginner again and start learning properly. You've developed so many bad habits both physically and mentally that I really don't think there's any other way for you to approach real artistic growth. You NEED to start respecting those that have more experience than you and actually be willing to learn from them, or whats the point in even posting here for 7 years? Stop seeking validation and start seeking knowledge.
Throughout my professional career both in person, on the job and in the online space, I've seen people make the kind of progress you've made in 7 years in less than 6 months. Even less time with proper mentorship, guidance and most of all the correct mindset for learning. Hell in this year alone, given the circumstances of the times, I've seen incredible growth within many communities of artists, all taking this time to better themselves and each other through feedback.
You really need to step back and consider yourself an absolute beginner again and start learning properly. You've developed so many bad habits both physically and mentally that I really don't think there's any other way for you to approach real artistic growth. You NEED to start respecting those that have more experience than you and actually be willing to learn from them, or whats the point in even posting here for 7 years? Stop seeking validation and start seeking knowledge.