Wesley (iamdemsugar) Sketchbook

[iamdemsugar]

I think i found why i can match my studies. First, i'm scared. Ashamed to say it but it's true. Second: I don't respect the construction i learned so try to fixed it after and that's why it's suck. Third: I DON'T WORK HARD ENOUGH AGAIN. Danm what's wrong with me. And the most important: Don't do enough from head.

This is my today's studies. Don't do a tons because it's weekend and in the weekend it's all about my lovely daughter and girlfirend. Try to setup a good time management...pfff re-setup again.

Have a nice night guys see you tomorrow.

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Great SB! Looking forward to more!

Thanks a lot man i do my best to grow. I really love drawing even if sometimes it's really frustrating ha ha. I saw your work man i looooove it killing me. Awesome.

[Forrestimel]

Nice studies goin on here, try and do some imagination work too though. You'll learn quicker if you apply them into your own personal work. Keep it going though, you're doin good :)

[iamdemsugar]

Nice studies goin on here, try and do some imagination work too though. You'll learn quicker if you apply them into your own personal work. Keep it going though, you're doin good :)

Thanks a lot man. Yeah i apply it but it's so horrible i'm ashamed to show it all the time ha ha. Keep pushing!

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Oki oki so workstation burns off laptop burns off, lose datas oh danm what a sad yesterday ha ha. So i took mu ubuntu server and put a graphic card on it and i have a workstation on linux ubuntu with and awesome powerful marvelous amd sempron with 1Go of ram with a geforce gt9800 (ha ha ha don't laugh). But finally it's work pretty well i have some lacks on big size paint but it's cool. The bigger isn't always the better ha ha.

So think a lot about my learning process these days and decide to change my approach of anatomy learning. Because drawing from books/photos and try to do some from imagination doesn't work well for me. I can't drawing something i don't understand it's stupid for me to do that. I need to know why the face has this shadow or highlights, what is the bones/muscles responsible of the form, the type etc oh the human figure etc. I need to analyze that first and apply to the portrait or figure i want to replicate and finally do from head. for example if i want to draw/paint a chinese character i don't want to only study chinese face and doing it from head i want to know what the features of the chinese figure, etc and for that i need the basics.

I don't know if what i'm saying is clear but that's my feeling on my studies. If you have advices on it, they're welcome.

So today studies. not a ton but ricidulous how slow i am.

[iamdemsugar]

Hello dudes,

Nothing special to say start to integrate more painting studies in my learning process. I fail the time i gave myself but anyway. My drawing is the same stuff so not interesting to post.


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[iamdemsugar]

Hello dudes. Just to say i'm not dead i'm here but i prefer focused on my drawings more because post crappy stuff is irrelevant for the moment. See you soon guys and keep it up!!!

[iamdemsugar]

Quick update. SOrry i don't post a ton i'm lazy to do it ha ha. today studies.

[iamdemsugar]

FEAR OF FAILURE
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Hello guys,

I don't know where to start. The last few mounths i've experienced the most incredible stuff in my life: The fear of failure.
I could never imagine what happened to me. I was paralize, do shit studies in front of a piece of paper and my tablet for so many (stupid) reasons: My age, be surrounding by so many talented guys and girls, and so many more stuffs.

The past few month i try to learn 3D and 2D and the same time and at the same level and that's really burn me. It's two tough subjects and if i want to win i have to pick one at a time. I'm not smart enough to take so much information at the same time or maybe i do it wrong i don't know. i just burn myself and my health to finally do nothing and stay where am i. I have to be honest with myself if i want to made it.

So my deathline is a complete failure because i simply under estimate the task. I have to rethink about how to approach my goals and prioritize and be really patient.

This sketchbook will restart tomorrow and promess to do with the right mindset.

Have a nice day daggers.

[iamdemsugar]

Studies

Oki so today not a ton because i waste lot of times on the free hand perpespective exersices. I have problem with face so for the next week i'll do my best to learn each features and apply it. I warm up with straight line cube and circle and 60 gestures.

[iamdemsugar]

Few before bed. 10 min each fail on last.

[iamdemsugar]

Studies for today

1hour failing steam



CD hangout
hands warmup


long pose study

[iamdemsugar]

legs studies fron ref and head. I think im rushing too much


And a figure fron imagination

[iamdemsugar]

My 3HDC
Study of today

A Warm up from this morning


My 1 hour study


and a 2hour painting to understand the shape.

[iamdemsugar]

I thought i know perspective but in fact absolutly not.

[iamdemsugar]

Arffff fail on this hour of perspective

[MrFrenik]

Solid construction studies, my man! And applying your perspective studies to your anatomy studies is a great way to reinforce everything you've been learning. Keep going!

[iamdemsugar]

Solid construction studies, my man! And applying your perspective studies to your anatomy studies is a great way to reinforce everything you've been learning. Keep going!

Thanks a lot man. Yeah that exactly what i do it help a lot.

[iamdemsugar]

Fail attemps on portrait today. Try to apply my perspective knowledge on it but fail.

[iamdemsugar]

Still Life perspective study. The goal was to pick 3 random object setup a perspective and draw them. All the element ref was in front view.

[iamdemsugar]

Hello guys,

No stream today im sorry alarm clock doesnt wake me up. Face study try to finish in 1 hour each and fail. Really feel like shit today.

[iamdemsugar]

1hour hangout live of geometric nose. Try to apply perspective in it. During the Crimson hangout my software crash so i lost all my eye rendering except this one.