Fergus Russell's sketchbook

[darktiste]

The muse is hard to please when the booze is on were mind.I think you learned a leasson on balance here. Everything is best with moderation.Resting is so important in art aswell as living were life.When you find the balance you will enjoy long lasting sucess but beyond balance is consistency.Remember your priority and what pay for those moment with your friend.Respect that. Now that not for me to tell you what should be important but it might be what you need to hear.You can always do better and you don't have to live any different than you are you just have to make the sacrifice at the right moment and if you let thing get in the way because you didn't want to fall out with your friend or because you let substance get in that way.I hope you understand it will be harder for you to find the time to do your best.Because if you don't find the time you can't do your best.

Atleast you have the credit to be transparent and i am sorry if i am blowing this out of proportion in a way that doesn't allign with reality it all from my own perspective.Anyways it smell like thing are about to get very serious for you very soon otherwise i don't have doubt about your seriousness just probably that your priority are shifting as you mature really.