11-17-2020, 12:11 PM
I don't want to be perceive as defensive because that the worst thing that could happen for me in term of recieving feedback.My biggest issue come when it time to judge how valid the critism is there always two side: One that try to justified why i doing other thing than other think i should be prioritizing an other side that tell me how it is but that is spiky and uneasy to face
It certainly is hard without much guidance to always go back to the basic as there so many thing you would like to draw instead of spending it on fundamental i know that drawing for drawing doesn't advance my work if it flaw at the base.
bruhsuv -
''Stop seeking validation and start seeking knowledge.''
Yes there truth in the idea that i am seeking validation from other specially when i am trying to express to them what i known.I know that i have given my fare share of bad critic over those period of time and think it done for it own purpose that might not be apparent.By giving criticism on the forum it help me see if i could give actual useful advise to people.That is important for my self esteem and personal growth and giving back to the community also contribute in people actually caring enough to give me feedback.The hardest part probably for me is not giving people critic because of the consent perspection i have that need to be able to explain to other the concept i have studied to validate if they have stick in my head or not.You can show knowledge in many ways but the ultimate mastery of those concept are shown through the work of an artist i do get that.You can be a chesse expert but that doesn't make you a cheeses maker if i can give that example to illustrate what i mean by that.
I want to sincerely apologize if anyone as felt disrespected in any shape or form by how i have acted toward there critism of my work i do realize that i take thing to seriously when it come to be controlling of how i conduct my work and how i see it progress.My biggest problem in that realm is being able to stop everything i am doing and adjust myself toward other people perception of my work in a short amount of time and trusting there judgement over mine this is specially hard when i don't know the artist body of work or if they understand the direction i am trying to go toward the last thing i want is to follow advise that work against my best interest to please people.
I am like a train who think changing direction is going to make me late to where i want to be instead of where there a need to be to really be on the right track to sucess.
All the self doubt and bad habit are what i am trying to lose like a lizard getting rid of that skin.I know it not the first time i gone throught this exercise of trying to open up and then getting feedback and feeling overwhelm with how much there still for me to learn.It always a really humbling experience that come with painful realisation.
So thank you guy for your persistence i know i am a really stubborn person who like to challenge autority and it why it hard for me to sit and be told what to do i do know that it hurtful to my progress i just don't know how truthly open i am to hearing what is necessary for me progress but i am still willing to try try and try.
I do know alot of thing i should be doing i have a severe aversion to thing that aren't done with fun in mind and some aspect of the fundamental are to abstract or to technical for my liking but that not like i can change that i can only try to refine the way i am going about learning them so that it fun and actually strenghten my fundamental.
It certainly is hard without much guidance to always go back to the basic as there so many thing you would like to draw instead of spending it on fundamental i know that drawing for drawing doesn't advance my work if it flaw at the base.
bruhsuv -
''Stop seeking validation and start seeking knowledge.''
Yes there truth in the idea that i am seeking validation from other specially when i am trying to express to them what i known.I know that i have given my fare share of bad critic over those period of time and think it done for it own purpose that might not be apparent.By giving criticism on the forum it help me see if i could give actual useful advise to people.That is important for my self esteem and personal growth and giving back to the community also contribute in people actually caring enough to give me feedback.The hardest part probably for me is not giving people critic because of the consent perspection i have that need to be able to explain to other the concept i have studied to validate if they have stick in my head or not.You can show knowledge in many ways but the ultimate mastery of those concept are shown through the work of an artist i do get that.You can be a chesse expert but that doesn't make you a cheeses maker if i can give that example to illustrate what i mean by that.
I want to sincerely apologize if anyone as felt disrespected in any shape or form by how i have acted toward there critism of my work i do realize that i take thing to seriously when it come to be controlling of how i conduct my work and how i see it progress.My biggest problem in that realm is being able to stop everything i am doing and adjust myself toward other people perception of my work in a short amount of time and trusting there judgement over mine this is specially hard when i don't know the artist body of work or if they understand the direction i am trying to go toward the last thing i want is to follow advise that work against my best interest to please people.
I am like a train who think changing direction is going to make me late to where i want to be instead of where there a need to be to really be on the right track to sucess.
All the self doubt and bad habit are what i am trying to lose like a lizard getting rid of that skin.I know it not the first time i gone throught this exercise of trying to open up and then getting feedback and feeling overwhelm with how much there still for me to learn.It always a really humbling experience that come with painful realisation.
So thank you guy for your persistence i know i am a really stubborn person who like to challenge autority and it why it hard for me to sit and be told what to do i do know that it hurtful to my progress i just don't know how truthly open i am to hearing what is necessary for me progress but i am still willing to try try and try.
I do know alot of thing i should be doing i have a severe aversion to thing that aren't done with fun in mind and some aspect of the fundamental are to abstract or to technical for my liking but that not like i can change that i can only try to refine the way i am going about learning them so that it fun and actually strenghten my fundamental.